Sometimes No Nothing

Me and my partner were reunited after 7 years apart x in doing so we formed a child...dududa! I moved to be with her, doing all the right things for her support! Leaving a house workshop and job. iv had 5 weeks work in 1 year since iv been here been depressed for most of it, to the point of my sycosis has come back...the child now 13 weeks has been in the bed with us for most of that period (which i despise)...we jumped straight in there were must folf know each other, closeness is not around despite me talking about it ...sex 1 since new arrival, because she felt like it (goes to show it can be done). I constantly lie awake not sleeping a wink after doing jobs around the house all day, I'm v moody and don't really like much of my live I have...nothing seems to work out...my partners father died before baby was born, so that's added to upset and we have had spells of no heating over winter period (i can see why its in the bed then but cote time soon and i just know shes not going to sleep well in it!!!)

It feels like she doesn't want us to have a life and get on with it all especially sex; know I'd sleep well if that happened....she has done well and is the only 1 still breast feeding out of a 14 strong group and i believe in natural ways but it feels we out of any one should be making up and getting it on!

She also pumps no milk so in that way I have no part at all part from the wee odd hug ...what is it 50 by the time we get it on???

Harsh times...anyone out there now what i mean or advise with so many things going on?

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